As the title says, I am really anxious about having a heart attack and a stroke. I have smoked for a year but I quit, now I’m fifteen nearly sixteen.
It all began when I was sitting in my bed and I felt pain around my heart. I had a very bad panic attack and felt like I was gonna die. A few weeks later I went to a doctor and got an EKG (electrocardiogram) i think it’s called, and a heart x-ray, the one where they put a lotion on your chest and slide this thing on your chest around your heart. I’m not really good at explaining but I think you understand what I’m saying. But even after that, I am still very scared. Especially because my grandpa died of a stroke, but he ate a lot of meat with fat and I think that was the cause. When I panic, i have some of the symptoms of a heart attack. I feel pressure and/or pain around my heart/back/neck. I get in a state of confusion and slight dizziness and feel like I can t breathe. I know it’s caused by anxiety but it still happens and I still get very scared when it does.. And yesterday and today I got suddenly dizzy for a few seconds. I am very scared of being alone in the house, because I might have a heart attack or something and no one can help me. Only my parents know about this amxiety I have, and I usually talk to my mom about it and I also can’t sleep alone sometimes because I am too scared. I am sorry for my bad english or rather my poor explaining. I hope you can understand what I’m saying.