i have depression since i was little and has got way worse in my years.

i dont feel like my self anymore im always depressed and i worry about everything. my past haunts me and makes me depressed the hurt i caused on people has also made it worse and just to feel ok again and be happy and make happy again. dont know what to do, to get there

Hi Kristal - sorry to read you are in pain. Have you explored any medical options? Counselling? Medications?