:oops: :oops: I know I want be the first to have done these , but I have managed to muck my password. I was trying to change it, now I cant log on!!!! HELP!
:roll: Hi Tiny Tears, I guessed it was you!!! I don't know what to do about your password. If you can't find it, you could always register again, maybe as Tiny Tears 2. Just an idea. We would all know it was you, anyway! :lol:
Nothing is working!! Ginantonic 16...I am not feeling soo good now. I wish I could just help myself more!!!
I dont know, I managed to mess our email system up and had to let er... you know who ..onto it..I was scared he would find all this stuff!!! I feel bad that I have closed myself off from him...but what choice did / do I have.? Battery and s abuse cant go on..though at the pit of my tummy I know I still have some sort of feelings for him. I resent his father for being, Mr Nice guy, I do not think it natural for a woman ...his dads ex to walk away from a child and not speak or make any effort to know him. I guess I have a lot of sympathy for him. I understand my partners frustrations, I have not helped coz , I run away from s...e....x... and affection from him, cause I am scared he will hurt me again! (He also asks too many questions about my sister!). I am soo insecure and do not know if it is my past that has messed all this up or whether he is an abuser...Id rather think Its me as I do not want to hurt my children....do I make any sense? :oops: :oops: :cry: :cry:
Even tho i feel like this, did you see my joke...stick your nipples out....straight ahead...makes your posture good...I read it a while ago by some famous writer...it just sticks with me though, yet I get paranoid ..dare I have a straight back? Hope you are feeling better than me right now...hoping the little pill will make htings beter for me tom! Night night, luv Tiny Tears
I am thinking so negatively now! I am thinking about my aunts funeral!! The way my mum made me dress..the way me and my sister howled...and the way my father turned up late..(after having bailifts around)! I just dont think me, or my sister can ever get over her death!!! It sounds mad..and soo selfish...but my aunt was the one we could turn to , we could tell her , the real stuff, she was even the one who should me how to chop a tomatoe, how to be patient , kind and that,,,really, money has no severance on happiness!!! God11 I Miss her :cry: :cry: :cry:
I wish she was here. She was the one to tell my mother that I was a lovely child, (not the horor that my mum had thought of me). She was the one to point out that some people cannot have babies and that It was a bad idea to stuff me in a cupboard when I was upset...as my big sister would dig me out...as she did! (Dont get me wrong! I love my mum to pieces...I just so miss that comfort...and understanding!!!) I wish she had not died so young, but she too was depressed, she to lost her mum to a horrible bike crash , in which the herald printed out, she could never get over it! I really understood her though , as I was the same age as her when I saw my mum and my sister in that horrible road accident, on the school bus , on the way to school. It completely changed my outlook on life! Then...my aunt died! 5 weeks later. God only knows how my granda got through it! He was such a fighter, a year and a half berfore he died he shone, and climbed Ben Nevis. (What a dode!...dont you think?...that was his way of coping!) I miss my grandad moreso. He died just vefore my ////happened. I will never forget that day ! I know its only natural to loose your grandparents and you expect it to happen..and thats fine, but I still go back ther ..to that warm cuddle and hot milk at night. I miss him so much! :oops: :cry:
Katy
Your password has now been reset as per your email - so all should be okay with the account.
Regards
Lin
Patient Admin Team
:oops: :oops: :roll: :oops: :roll: THANK YOU PEOPLE...:lol: :lol: :P :lol: :oops: :oops: :oops: :oops: (what a numpty!!!!) :lol: