this is the first time i have written on open forum so not sure but i have sen so doctors and had therapy on and of years. now on another tablet called mirtazapine still feel crap i am maried no kids hate my job and really wish i was never born i could write a book on my life living in the past i would change so much.not sure what to do most of the time i feel like dying but havn't the guts to do this or i would just to prove a point all i get from family is pull yourself together we not deppressed so why should you be.sorry the rant but this is how my head is all over andrew from nottingham
I have no one to talk to who understands, or cares either, so I know exactly what you mean. Don't people think if we could "pull ourselves together", we would?
ditto x
if only it was that easy ................. they are cluelusss
Hi I am in the same situation. I have no one to talk to who understands. Does your wife understand? x
I too have had depression for many years. I have lost a great deal because of this illness, but I battle on. I did take an overdose once and have been hospitalised, lost job, house, relationships, but I am still here. I feel better nbow than I did when I first knew I had depression. I just keep on fighting. Hard I know, but what else is there?
I think we could all write that book, I have said that many times. Yes there are many things I too would like to change, but the past is past, and we cannot go back. I often wonder how different my life would have been. I have lived alone all the time I have had depression.
You are entitled to rant, I think it helps. All of us here understand because we know exactly how you feel. We all support each other so carry on ranting, that is fine.
i think so but its hard for her i have so many layers it gets her down as well but in the end still think i would better alone
i wish i could end this pain but havnt the guts to and to walk away i havnt the guts so im sorry to say this but life is like nightmere.
over the years its got worse your right its good to rant somedays i wish i was never born like you i keep fighting for the days of glory and happinenss anyway thanks for the reply its good to talk with someone who understandsx