I'm a loser in every thing. What should I do?

I am 29 socially averse girl. I was working successfully in a firm for the past 4 years earning a low salary. Last year I decided to do MBA for better career prospects and to get married immediately after I get a good job. But being still immature, I screwed up my grades completely. Now I doubt I will be even promoted to the 2nd year. I am studying on loan. And if I drop out I won't get a job easily due to this incomplete study gap so that I can repay my loan ( which is a huge amount) and have no idea how will I even marry. I am just praying for a miracle because if such a thing happens with me i am not sure whether I'll recover or not. It will be hard for me to disclose it to my parents and everybody else who'll think I'm such a loser.

U don’t have necessary marry...I’m 31 and im happy being single and focus on myself...u will find someone when u love and take care yourself and YOUR ARE NOT LOSER. Love yourself live once and use it for good😘

Hi I doubt whether you are the first person this his happened to and you will not be the last.  It's tough but at least you followed your dreams even if it's not working out.

Don't think too far into the future and meet trouble halfway.  Deal with it from day to day.  Is it possible to take a years study leave and restart your degree again?  Of if you don't want to do that then maybe you can repay the loan on easy terms. 

You are not a failure and it's much better to have tried and failed then not to try at all.  I have found in life that things generally work out for the best after I haven't succeeded at something.  Worry about the here and now and let the future take care of itself.  It usually does.  x

Oh just thought.  How about getting a job and doing your degree part time instead?  This would help with the finances.  x