I’m depressed please help

are you asking if that looks like herpes ? if so, yes it does but you should still get tested to be sure

I’m sorry that looks painful. I always found Epsom salts bath helped me. And an ice pack wrapped in a cloth between my legs while I laid in bed.
It might just be BV and not herpes but you will want to go to a doctor for the anti viral medication. If urinating hurts try peeing in the shower with running water over the area or bring a water bottle with you to the bathroom to dilute the urine.
The best thing to do is go to the doctor but know matter what it is it will get better and your life isn’t over. If it is herpes it’s really not a big deal and your next break out will not be so bad. My first breakout was horrible and almost a year later I had a second and it was barely anything just a few bumps that went away in a week without medication.
I know it’s scary but it gets better.
Again it might just be an infection or something.

did yours look like this? i had sex with someone who was accused of having herpes over a year ago and this is the first time this has happened. i got a blood test a few weeks after i found out he had it and it came back negative now a year later this happens

Yes hun that looks like herpes. Are you in any pain?

only when something touches it

Yes mine did look like this except for the sores inside the vagina.