I feel pathetic with nothing to offer anyone. I feel bad that I do want to meet smeone I want to spend the rest of my life with. I met someone last year and sadly my anxiety completely destroyed it leading to depression during the relationship. It felt like it was entirely my fault i spoke to phsyics who told me i was too keen and he thought I was too much.. I didnt feel i gave that impression if anything my anxiety made me avoid him. Other physics told me we were going to get back together. I see him add so many new pretty girls and I just feel so pathetic compared to them, he always said liked bigger girls and ive always been a bit slender . I just feel hurt and something keeps me hanging one like why couldnt i had become ill with some horrible person. i feel lonely and pathetic i ust would like to meet someone who we can care about and i feel stupid for thinking that way. Like everything i want is just stupid . we met recently and he seemed pretty nice and wanted to meet again but then he added this new attractive girl and i just feel such unjust that my illness came in the way now other girls get to have all the happiness. Im struggling to see any light only embrassment and pain most probably story of my life always looking the fool
It is so hard to have a relationship when you have ploblems like stress anxious depression .its not ur fault ur like it .tell me what happens when you meet a guy .im here if you want a chat
i just cant be myself loose weight etc
I dontt eat much but put on weight ive got a underactive thyroid .make out a eating plan .and join a gym .i went for 2 years and went from 14st.4 to 11st 4 so it does work
Love yourself. You have to love yourself first before you enter a relationship. Its harder to be in a relationship when your in a bad place. Forget trying to get back to the old you and work on a new you. I do know what you mean.I hve clusters of good and bad months. Its frustrating at times not going to lie. Anxiety ruins things but it is in our control, just very difficult to get a grip on it at times.
I just want to be happy and I feel it's all my fault things ended
I feel like I never have control of my mind it never trusts itself
I get really tired with the constant pain in life the lets downs I can't take it anymore
The only people who help me are tarot readers
People on here will help you .dont give up
I can't the pain is too much I'm always getting hurt
I will do all my best to help you .ur to young to give in open up to me
I am just too tired...I have a friend who ignored me entirely through my illness ...she gets all upset about something and I decide to take a step back and then has a go at me? My ex is off falling in love and I'm on my own..constant losing out all the tome
If ur partner has gone off hes not the one for you .there are lots of men out there who would love you no matter what .you deserve to be happy
It doesn't feel like I should be happy I have nothing to offer anyone I feel low all over again and humiliated because I'm too much of a weirdo to handle a relationship
Ur not a weirdo .ur just going throught it .what happens when you get a new partner .what do you start doing
I get the shakes, don't want to be around them, trouble speaking and eating in front of them, get really anxious ..I just felt we had a connection well that's what he said and I ruined everything
I didn't mean to my Brain was doing its own thing...I'm so scared I will end up with someone who won't compare I feel like I'm getting punisher all the time I hate hurting I just want someone to be there for me I'm
Sick of heart break it destroys me and this time round it was all my fault
Why dont you want to be around them.why to you struggle to talk and eat infront of them.we take it one step at a time
Because I get nervous and feel I will do something stupid and they will hate me