I’m sure I have herpes and I’m depressed

I’ve only had one sex partner for months now and one time after we had sex I felt instant soreness. I thought it was just from the sex until my vaginal area was extremely tender and swollen. I went to the gyno and she thought it was BV. A few days later bumps started to form and I went back to the gyno. She told me she is pretty sure it’s herpes and gave me a swab test just to make sure. I have been so sad ever since then. I have cried so much to the point I can’t cry anymore. I’ve even contemplated suicide but I know I can’t do that to my family or friends. I feel alone. I feel like a burden because I’m so depressed and everyone around me just wants to be happy and live there lives.

You can still have a normal life with herpes I know it feels like the end of the world but its not I have had herpes 5 years now only had 1 outbreak