I'm terrified of dying or get an awful disease

Mental health
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I'm always terrified of any little scratch if anything is different about me that I notice I have a panic attack and I'm scared of telling others because they call me crazy i get so wound up in the fear sometimes I don't sleep is there anyone that fells the same or has tips I would love to know

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I'm still in school and I know two people around my age that died from cancer it might be getting worse from that

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College 

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My advice to you would be to tell someone your close to how you feel.No one will think your crazy you need to go to your doctor and trust me they will have heard it all before.You just need help from professionals.l would imagine the deaths at college has triggered your anxiety so get help with that and don't suffer alone

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Yeah it's really hard to deal with this. I am the same way. I am overly cautious about everything especially when it comes to my kids.

Especially rare things. My husband always says omg here we go