i need help im scared about this

hi abit of a strange subject

im 15 and i wanna mastrabate pretty much only reason why is lower risks of certian things but i tend to try in the shower but i start then my aniexty starts getting to me see i have GAD or some simir aniexty disorder and this is whats keeping me from going all the way i get to start having the feeling of something building up but then my worry and anixety gets the best of me and i stop ive been trying every few days for the past 2 weeks

and no luck every day thers this nagging fear saying if you dont do it you gonna get some type of diease from not doing it if you guys could help me i would like it its been bothering me for a while

i am not sure what you said ....that you stop masturbating in the middle bacause of GAD ?   There is no disease you will get if you stop but your anxiety may build more..

GAD is a genriased aniexty disorder its not a diease its aniexty disorder

I knew that already.... thats why i said if you stop in between it will build more.