I need help

Mental health
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I need help, I have been crying for ages now and my depression is only getting worse. I want to cut, I need to cut. Only problem is, I'm not alone so I can't or I risk getting caught. I am extremely suicidal and fear I am going to carry these thoughts through. I have the number for a crisis, but I can't use it as I have nowhere private to speak and I cannot talk to anyone living in my household. Obviously at this time of night, my doctors surgery is not open. I really need help. 

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Hi jodie sorry to hear how you are feeling just now please phone your local hospital or even phone the samaritains !  Please phone them now because i believe you need the right care to help you ! If you dint mind me asking what age range are you in and are you in england or scotland as different areas have different ways of helping you ! Please let me know how you get on david

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Jodie please don't cut. I have a friend in high school that did that.  I am glad you found this site. I'm here if you want to talk.  Do you have a closet that you can call the crisis line?  You will have support here and help. What is going on?

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I'm 18 and from England, I want to call the hospital or crisis but I can't as I have no way of being able to. I just don't know what to do and I'm not thinking straight. All I can think of doing is 2 bad things but it's all I feel I have

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Have you no way of making a phone call at the moment !

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No none at all

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I am really struggling not to at the moment. I dont have anyone to confide in and I cannot call crisis or anything at the moment. Thank you for trying to help me x

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Jodie im worried about you ive phoned samaritans  to see if they can help.but they are unable to.access this site so can you give someone some way they can get help to yo please

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Jodie are you ok ?

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Where are you in England?

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hi jodie,

you say you cannot ring in your household.          why not try in the toilet NOTHING  is mor important than your health. SURELY, given the state you are in , privacy is irrelevant...your state is life threatening!

   please seek immediate help; wake somebody up, but do something to help the situation

 

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I'm from South London

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Thank you for doing that, it is nice to know people do care. I guess I'm ok.. I'm still here so thats good surely? Thank you once again

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Hya J, it's good advice to just take things 1 minute at a time & keep writing. . 

You're certainly not alone in feeling this way & I d o empathise in how you're feeling, I'm on til 7am so if you need to, keep in contact.  . Best wishes x

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hi jodie

i do hope that you are feeling better today.

bad thoughts often come in waves; so even though perhaps today you feel better it is important to seek help

all of us here feel for you as we all have/(had) our own issues re depression

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Jodie how are you doing? Please let us know how you are?

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Hi jodie sorry ive not got back to you i hope you got to the doctor and are getting the help you need take care  david