I really wish I wasn't alive

i have been dealing with difficult issues.  Trying to get accommodations regarding my depression once again.  I go through this every time I have a major episode.  Last Jan request the same accommodations they take away every time I need to use them.  I usually have a severe episode every four years or so.  I finally had enough and filed a complaint this past summmer.  Now right before Christmas I have to reply back to their response. I spent  several nights and all day today working on it with my dad helping and screaming at me to get my point across.  I'm so tired of dealing with not only the depression but with work and accommodations and discrimination because of the depression I just wish I was dead.  If it weren't for my mom I think I really could die, but I can't do that to my mom.  I just miserable though and I am so very tired I don't know what to do

Oh D so sorry things are so rough. You are doing all you can to help yourself and good on you for fighting for yourself! You deserve it! 

Keep fighting for yourself until you get the help you me and keep talking to us. Diane

Hello

I do not know what your situation

All I would suggest is you or they cannot do anything over Christmas and New Year, so take your time with this correspondence and allow some time to relax because if you are tired you will make errors and you need to get your point across in a simple concise way so you do not miss anything out.

Do you have a Welfare Worker or Primary Care Worker etc, they may help you with this correspondence.

You may be able to get one or two of your health workers to write on your behalf. Could your GP help and explain your needs

I remember when I was ill and was taken to hospital they took a very dim very of my activities. Life is so very hard and unsympathetic

BOB