Guys i need help. I smoked weed a couple nights before and i had very bad trip. I think i smoked way too much for my first time (cause i never smoked before). everything was fine first 10-15 minutes until i started feeling numb in my legs. After some time i started feeling numb in my whole body and that is where trips started. I was conscious the whole time i was high and tried to stay calm cause i had anxiety the whole night, i wanted to panic but i didn't, i felt like i'm stuck in my body and cannot escape from this trip. Then i remembered all videos bout bad trips i watched on youtube and things. I tried to reach for help of 3 friends that were with me there but instead they were making fun of me. I didn't want to panic cause i knew if i did it wouldn't end very good, and if i don't everything will be good the next day. Instead of being good the next day it wasn't. I woke up and felt out of my body, like i am dreaming or something, feeling depersonalized (if i can say), feeling like my brain is sleeping but i am awake and it's hard to focus on things, to concentrate and i couldn't think clearly, like my mind is messed up. That day i couldn't sleep cause i would have flashbacks and i would be on the edge of panicking. But somehow i managed to survive those 2 days, so the third day it was fine, i didn't felt numb, my mouth weren't dry anymore and feeling like i am not tripping anymore, i don't have flashback but something's really off. That third day and the 4th day (the day i am writing this post) i am not feeling like usual, like my normal self, like before smoking weed. And it feels like it would never go away. I am conscious bout everything but feeling out of my body. I don't know if i can call that derealisation or depersonalization cause it feels like it, i don't know if i could give myself disorder cause of those bad trips. It is really hard to focus or concentrate on things, i always feel sleepy, i feel my brain is sleeping, it is hard to remember things, i cannot think clearly still, I can't feel any emotions currently, i feel like i am dreaming, i know what is happening but feeling out of my body, everything feels strange (eating food, scratching myself, interacting with things...), sometimes i don't know how to react or what to say, feeling anxious... I searched online and found some posts of people that have the same problem like me but no one seems to know the answers, for some it goes off after day-two for some after a month, but for some it never stopped even after 5 years. I guess it is all in my head and i don't know what to do and who to talk to, just wanna feel normal again. I ran across PTSD which i heard can last forever. I was really Anxious bout everything and so am now. If someone can give me hope i would really appreciate that! Thanks for your time.