I suffer from ergophobia

I suffer from anxiety for 6 years. the disorder began with an unjustified jealousy about my husband, panic attacks, sadness, nervousness. Now I follow a treatment with seroxat, eglonyl and grimodine. In these six years my life has turned around the same habits, the family and a few friends. I was afraid to do something else and I created a daily routine. At the moment, I feel very good but I can not overcome the fear of a job. I worked only a few weeks before the disturbance started and during these 6 years I was interviewed, I was accepted but I could not take the job. I feel the fear of boss, colleagues, socializing, a fixed schedule,responsability and timely tasks. I feel frustrated and inferior about this. my husband stayed with me but I really want to earn money, build something with him, be a real family. I would like to know the experiences of others and advice from you. it's hard to live with such fear that builds your life.

Good you try volunteering to get you into the mindframe of working, maybe at a nursing Home reading or just talking to the residents? Start small and work you way up. 

Or is there something you could do from home? Something where you rely on yourself and no one else, it ll create confidence to go on to have the job of your dreams.

I think I ll love to do volunteering or help people or animals but i m afraid to do this step. I cant go through this fear. I try to find a good bussineas ideas at home but i dont find anything yet, an ideas that help me win money. I m stuck and i dont know what to do.