I suffer from Major Depression Disorder. Every day I suffer.

Mental health
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I lay awake at night hoping that I don't see the next day. when the next day comes, I curse my existence.

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I understand, I feel the same way too. I remember a time not too long ago when I didn’t feel this way and I wonder if I will ever go back to being like that again. At times I feel hopeless.

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hi nicholas, we are here for you, please talk and private message me if you want. don’t suffer alone please.

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You are not alone. I so desperately want to be the person i used to be. Enjoying life. Seems a long time ago. Im trying to stay positive, but it is extremely hard. We are here

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Hello Nicholas,
I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder also..I spend most of my time in the bed as i have lost all interest. I used to be a workaholic, kept my home landscaped with beautiful flowers and enjoyed gardening very much..I loved to cook. I would go out with my mother to craft fairs and antique shops. I am a mother of 3 grown children and i would plan fun trips and adventures and parties for us..NOW…I do NONE of this!
I believe the state im in was brought on by a bout of Epstein Barr (mono), (which i thought was gonna kill me)..I still have lasting physical symptoms…
I just wanted to share with you that my dr put me on amitriptyline and I have had some improvement since starting a low dose…im on other meds too but do not really think they are helping me…Are you on any meds?
Wishing you change and healing.
Care..
Shelly

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Instead of cursing yourself, bless your existence and think about how you can make life better for yourself, take an hour out of the day to reflect on what you actually want out of life, and then work on it.