I posted about this before... but this time is different i feel very paranoid, but not anxious. i'm actually pretty calm and at peace with it i guess, but i feel like i'm going to die tonight... and so many weird things have been going on with my body that i feel like it might actually happen this time.. it's very weird and although i'm not anxious about it, i don't wanna die and i really want some help with this..
how do you know you’re going to die tonight?
I seriously have felt this feeling a few times. its very hard to explain how it feels. Kinda like, no matter what I do, its going to happen. You would think We would freak out about this, just like everything else… but no, for me its like a rush of a calm feeling… like… Im finally gonna be able to REST in peace and all the pain is about to be over.
I don’t know for sure.. I just have this very weird, but strong feeling that I am and it wont leave my mind. I’ve battled with alot of health issues, and also ALOT of anxiety, but this just feels different.
I personally would normally freak out about this.. i have TERRIBLE anxiety issues… but this is different and I unusually calm and okay with it? it’s weird