I've been depressed for some years now

I have a burst / broken blood vessel on the right side of my penis I can't get heard in my penis is shrieking.

Have you already seen a doctor about it?

This should help you add images:

https://patient.uservoice.com/knowledgebase/articles/402861-how-do-i-add-an-image-to-my-post

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I don't know what to say - this sounds like a total nightmare for you...