Hey, I'm only 14, Yet I noticed my mood has been more severe than my peers of the same age, I identify with many of the Symptoms... I feel that I know better, Yet my Emotions make me do something completely different, I feel like I can't think clear or make decisions, My life feels ruined
A hard call at your age you are also changing in other ways and hormones have to balance out. The only thing you can do is discuss this with your go.
I would definitely go see your primary doctor...or school counselor if the other is not an immediate option. Let them diagnose you. I know the thought can be scary but hang in there. If diagnosed by a professional, there are medications that can really help you.
Sorry 4 late reply, but Thank You!