My suicidal thoughts come and go, but when it does come, I go into an intense depression.
My parents thinks that mental problems/depression happens to everyone and that its no big deal. They, also, say that we dont have enough money to go and see a doctor(they think its unnecesarry.) So I cant go to a specialist to check whats going on up there...
I'm having a bad attack today and I think its easier to just end it all right now.... People always say that it gets better, but thats in the future, I'm in the present and the present sucks!!! Help?
I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way and I can completely relate to you. Can you talk to your parents about how bad you're feeling? A doctor is really what you do need and you might have to take some medication to help the suicidal thoughts and despression. My heart goes out to you and don't do anything silly as your family would be devastated. All the best, Ben
I know how you feel Hun but I'm sure it will get better for the both of us have you tried talking to anyone ? Grandparent sibling aunt etc... Even a phone line try anything keep positive
I totally understand how you are feeling but tell your parents that you need to be on medication depression is very serious and is not to be taken as its not you have a hormonal imbalance that is causing you to feel this way and you may need medication to get you back to normal especially if you are thinking suicide GET HELP! there are free clinics you should be able to go to go there ASAP