I’ve been super stressed these past few days

i cut myself shaving a few days ago then started to feel stinging when passing urine , i thought it was just the sore from the shaving cut. Only to realise that i then started to develop a few sores that became very discomforting and irritating. I got them checked out today and it is suspected to be herpes. i dont know how to feel, i just want to crawl in to a ball and die. i dont know how to move forward from this