Ive been depressed for nearly too years and i cant take it anymore, thes e past few months have been sh*te. The three thimgs i lived for i cant be with anymore .... my bestie slash bf, my lil bro and my dad.
Not that u probably care, but if ur wondering whats sl bad, heresalil insight into my past few months....
. Im a solvent abuser
.stoner
.mydad was sentenced to 8 years in prisom for sexually abusimg me
. I miss him,bc i only met him when i was 11 so ive lost too many yeaes already
. Bc my dads gome, my bro has to live with his ketamine excuse of a mother
. I overdosed last week and ended up im hospital
.my best friend slash bf commited suicide at the weekend
. My nan has gome back to alalcohol andi recieved horrible phome calls
. Ive beem back stabbed so many times
im 15 and sooooo soo ready to go now, sorry for bad writing my tablet keyboards retarded. So yh..
loz xx
Very sorry to hear of how bad 2014 has been but 2015 can only get better. Stay away from abusive users and get help for addictions.
Dear lilozza, I am so sorry to hear the PROBLEMS and heartache you are. Facing at the present time...you are very brave to keep. Going, you should be very, very proud of of yourself. Xx have you got a. CPN or a drug councillor that you can talk to, also you need to open up to somebody about your friends suicide... you seem to be alone, is there anyone at all that you can turn to...
You really should see your GP, about how lost you must feel, they will understand totally... please, please talk to somebody, I send. You great. Big hugs, over and over again.. ( I am a mother of three sons and one daughter ) I would be very, very upset if my daughter was as upset as
You are xx keep your chin up.young lady..... kindest and my heartfelt
Wishes to you ever and ever, please take care of yourself , Deirdre xxx
Dear lilozza, I am so sorry to hear the PROBLEMS and heartache you are. Facing at the present time...you are very brave to keep. Going, you should be very, very proud of of yourself. Xx have you got a. CPN or a drug councillor that you can talk to, also you need to open up to somebody about your friends suicide... you seem to be alone, is there anyone at all that you can turn to...
You really should see your GP, about how lost you must feel, they will understand totally... please, please talk to somebody, I send. You great. Big hugs, over and over again.. ( I am a mother of three sons and one daughter ) I would be very, very upset if my daughter was as upset as
You are xx keep your chin up.young lady..... kindest and my heartfelt
Wishes to you ever and ever, please take care of yourself , Deirdre xxx
Hello sweetheart.
I cannot begin to say that I know what you are going through or that I have experienced half of what you have. I just want to let you know that there are people here that care and would like to help you.
Everybody with depression and anxiety feels as if they are a hopeless case,that they will never recover,that they are behind help but you only have to listen and read many stories of people here who have been through so much and come through the other side.
You have been through so much and you are still here....That makes you a fighter,it makes you strong.
I know you are doing things to ease the pain,forget and I'm sure you know that them things are not the answer but I won't lecture you because I wouldn't listen either if somebody was telling me how to live my life.
I want you to know that things don't have to be this way. That you can take steps to make things better. You can do that because you can do anything. You are in control. One day you will rise above all this and show the world that you know how to shine...It doesn't seem that way now but I have every faith in you.
We are here xxx
Hallo lovely lady, keep talking and support will come from this forum. Gillians last two sentences are the absolute truth, all this will pass over time. And you have a place in this world specially made for you, You will grow and learn and move forward as each year passes, its all ahead of you. I send you luv and admiration for having the courage to speak out.............. so take the next step forward to get the proper help you need. Much luv xxxx
Are you seeing someone about your symptoms. You really need to see a doctor, such as a psychiatrist so that he or she can prescribe you some medications. I would also suggest that you find a therapist or psychologist to talk to about the way you feel and what you are going through. Sometimes talking to a professional can alleviate your thoughts of suicide and help put you on the right path.
Both the medications and therapist should help you. There are also some natural ways to help with this; such as, exercise, hobbies, volunteer work, etc. Talk to your doctor or therapist about what they suggest.
Hello lilozza.....
No person at your age should go through this kind of depression....I am so sorry u have to face such a tragedy....But always remember that your not alone....God is always there by your side....I can promise you that he is the only one who completely understand what you are going through....please let him help....and let me tell u one more thing...the things which happened is not your fault....and please don't blame yourself...stay strong.....if u hold on....and you let God make miracles In your life....u will never be disappointed....his love is unconditional and he will love you no matter what.....and I also hope that u will get professional help....it might me easier to talk to someone about it instead of keeping it in and just feeling more depressed day by day....pls let it out...pain like should not be kept in....pls remember you are unique and beautiful in your own way....no one can ever replace you in this world,no one can even try....don give up...all of us here I cheering you on....hope u feel better.....Jesus loves u....take care....God bless