I want to die. Becouse everybody was ilusion!

Mental health
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I am 22 years old. I had dreams. Plans. I have good career and love. i loved life, i love dance and sing but now i can nothing! I can't eat, talking,sleeping. I can only crying .yesterday i understand that my life was ilusion. And nothing is real. And i afrad of boys and relationships

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Sounds like depression! Go see your doctor and get some relief with meds! I know what you are going through and it really is a horrible feeling! This is my fourth time around with  anxiety and depression! 

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Don't give up, dear ! You sound like a very nice person. Steve

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I dont know how to live . I cant smile my lovely and the most important person sacrifice me for humiliation, the whole live. What do i ecpect from others?

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I hear ya! !I have no anbition, angry, sad,frustrated most of the time . Have been divorced 8yrs not just have no willpower to even date. Feel ugly, don't want to be around anyone. Just want to be alone!!! I'm so glad found this website! !before thought was going insane. I just want this emotional roller coaster to stop. Been dealing with these issues five months now!!! Without having found this sight could be lot worse.

Thanks for listening! !

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I cant go outside. o my god .how difficult

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You have a friend here, Tatia.

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Alls I do is stay in bed everyday.

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Thank you kris very much. Your worlds is very importent for me. Couse i think i was alone. But now i see i am not alone. And you also you have same experiance .

Thank you !

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Thank you steve very much. But now my ex boyfriend call me and threaten me that he kill me if i dont forgive him his very very big mistakes. And i afraid him. Couse i dont want to see him or comunicated but he is also very bad and he want suicide with me. He told me he love me. But this is not real. He is lair .And i dont know what can i do.

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You have to be strong and call the police. He threatened you.

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How are you doing, my dear Tatia ?

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Crying..but now i have not energy for cry. I try to read but i cant concentrat. thank you

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Hi Tatia - sorry to read of your situation. I am concerned about the influence of your boyfriend who has threatened you if you don't forgive him for his mistakes, and his desire to suicide with you. I wonder if this man is the cause of your current psychological situation, and whether he is why you fear going outside. If this is the case, you must take steps to protect yourself. Notifying the authorities would be advisable. They might suggest some sort of court order to make him stay away from you. Somneone who threatens you does not love you - he is trying to control you. You say he is bad - well you don't need that around you. No wonder you are afraid of boys and relationships. You must act and take charge of this situation. Your mental state will benefit, but you may need therapy to deal with the aftermath and to plot a new path in your life.