Yeah I've heard it all before, life is precious,life can give you so much more, life this life that. I couldn't care any less than I already do. No matter what I do nor where I go, the people I meet, I always end up alone. There is nothing that makes me happy, nothing gives me joy, the only constant companion I have is the nagging though stuck in my head to die. That never goes away, nor leaves me alone. Yeah I get it someone is probably going to get the idea I am still here for a reason and the only reason is, it would ruin the torture season I am in. Did I ask for any of this no, was it my intention to do any of this, no. I grow so tired of this life, I cannot stand it. I've tried before but it all failed, might as well as try overdosing on otc stuff I guess, see if that works. Yes I tried therapy and no it didn't work. I also excersie a bit too, it doesn't help either. Either way I might as well try something new to end it.
Hi Cain - life is a challenge. For everyone. You either beat it or let it beat you.
Hi you are feeling down aren't you? I have to pick you up on something - therapy isn't something you try then say it doesn't work. First of all it took many years for you to feel like this so it can take quite a long time before you start feeling a bit better.
Secondly there are many different types of therapy so if one doesn't help then try another. Therapy isn't an easy option and can be very painful for obvious reasons but sticking at it can bring huge rewards. It's also something you have to take part in for it it be effective. x