So Hey Wassup Guys My Name Is Johnnie Ive Posted On Here Before But i Need A Little Help With this issue that i been going through for a bit 6 months already Im a 20 year Old Male , and i will like to speak on my experince with weed i wish i can go back and never smoked that day so i can still enjoy life and do what i love doing i stoped going to school , stoped hanging out with friends like dont get me wrong i could go out and do things at times but then i went to go home because i get every physical sympthom i never experinced after having a bad experince with the weed probably it was the strain but alright lets get to the story so one day i decided to get some weed from a friend of mine and then met up with one of my friends we did a highway smoke out i rolled the blunt on the high way while he was driving and lit up the blunt i took a couple of pulls i was alright around that time it was thanks giving i did have a lit of stressed and im a bit of a nervous person panicky about but not that much but yeah i gave him the blunt he was smoking he passed it to me again and i took a couple of more pulls i started having a massive panic attack i dont know what i couldnt relax my heart was beating so fast that i thought i was going to die my head felt wierd my eyes were super red like really red and we didnt even finish the blunt we got out a exit and i told him pull over to a store so i can grt some water i still couldnt relax i kept telling him im gonna die bro my heart is going really fast but the thing is i dont know we smoked from the same blunt and he was calm i was the only one going nuts i kept telling him talk to me what we doing tonight so i can try to distract my self but still couldnt calm down i got out the car again started walking up and down the block holding my heart like what the hell is wrong with me the only way i calm down was when i threw up i started shaking i was really nervous that same night i didnt go to the hospital because it calm down i decided to go to a club after with my friend and we was speaking about it he like what the hell bro like i never saw you like that before what has gotten into you got me scared and i said i dont know bro i think the weed was to strong or cought a bad reaction to it so i decided to get a drink at the club so i started drinking i felt my heart beating fast again i told him im just going to leave i left home next morning im still waking up with my heart going fast and i wasnt even smoking or anything. i started to have panic attacks with my heart racing everyday i was always calling the abulance and the docters always said everything looks fine my blood work was normal i wouldnt believe them because it was happening every day i felt physical sympthoms body pain spasm all over my body moving my vision unreal dream like and pressure on my chest by my heart that comes and goes and head sensation feeling wierd with aheadche ever sense that day i havent smoked or anything my heart is getting better i dont feel it going really fast now its going a bit slow but im still having wierd vision unreal dreamlike and reallt bad physcial sympthoms i never had before 6 months with out smoking and im still feeling this way somethinf has to be weong dont you think? i feel like that weed messed me up physically and mentally another thing i would like to say is i was smoking for two or three years sometimes my heart would race but i could control at times it would just go away but this time it really hit me hard i feel like im dying everyday with these physical sympthoms i dont get it before that weed thing i was fine always out enjoying my life now that one day have messed me up for 6 months i been this way people say im going crazy that its my mind or my friends dont barely wanna hang out like that because they start laughing at me saying oh if you come out with us i dont want you to have a panic attack or you want to go home im just tierd of this can someone please help me !!
I will like to speak on what happen to me and will need more advise like Stupid Weed Messed Me Up !!
Hey johnnie,
I've been suffering with health anxiety for the past couple months and have had similar experiences to you, you're not alone!
I used to smoke occasionally and had never really had any bad reactions. Sometimes my I would smoke too much and my heart would pound and I would worry but I knew it would be gone soon and I was fine. But one day I had a panic attack, feeling like I couldn't breathe and from then on smoking always made everything worse. Every time I would smoke afterwards I would think I was having a heart attack and couldn't breathe for about an hour until I finally calmed down. I've definitely had lots of physical symptoms too. Sometimes I wonder if I had never started smoking if I would be in this situation.
I think the best thing is to obviously avoid weed, and know that there's people who can relate to you and you're not alone! My friends don't really understand either and it's hard because I want to go out with them but sometimes I just can't. Focus on making yourself feel better and doing what makes you feel better and your friends will come around if they really are your friends.
Yeah its crazy but i havent smoked ever sense that day and in still having physical sympthoms and wierd sensation in my head alot of stuf pain in the chest and pressure that goes and comes out of no where but i dont understand this i feel like something physically wrong with me and i seen alot of docters and they say nothing is wrong with me but hopefully this go away i been this way for 6 months with out knowing what really wrong also have bad nerves like i get nervous for anything like not seeing someone for a long time and i see them and want to say wassup but i get really nervous for no reason i wasnt like this before i dont understand whats going on i have physical sympthoms daily everyday and they come out of no where