I just wish i had the guts to end it all. Had enough
This, too, shall pass. When all else is lost, and you feel like you've had enough, give yourself a new purpose. Turn this terrible time into a personal challenge, prove to yourself that you have not had enough, that you can withstand anything life throws at you and keep moving forward.
I understand this, we all do. But the truth is if some one waved a wand over me and healed me of ailments and issues and the anxiety i would skip off very happily and live no problem. What i think you want is solace and refuge. Whether theres a afterlife or what you cant have this life back and you cant turn back time or anything. And who knows if there are consequences you know, cant Play with that stuff.So try to exist at five minute spans of time. What i have learned in fifty years is things literally change on a dime. They do.