If I go all this will stop.

having lost my counsellor last week, i've now been given z death sentence this week. can't i just and be put out of this agony i feel? i can't feel any worse and joke of all jokes i can't even see my doctor. now what do i do? i just feel shxx where do i go from here?

I don't understand what your saying

at the time the word jump was missing. i feel slightly now i have finally discovered why my health is so poor. some days i feel like this.

i feel slightly better.

is it possible to get a new counsellor? hang in there x

hi sue, just a quick update to say, i am awaiting details from a new one but it will do sometime yet. it's sometimes nice to not see anyone. i am enjoying the break to be honest the counselling will be so intense.