II DONT NORMALLY SWEAR ...BUT...

iv really f_____ up this time! Its fair to say my life has gone from one disaster to anouther....iv had 2 husbands and done sime stuff that would probably make your hair curl! then at the tender age of 56 after 10yrs alone i met a lovely man on a cruise that dispite my sorfid past and being penniless was willing to t ake me on! but i think the menopause has turned me into a miserable nagging monster that not even he can feal with....im totally unreasonable unforgiving and a pain in the ass...hes finally had enough.... tomorrow im off...not sure where i have £2.00 and not a lot else....sorry to whinge buy is it just me?