I’m scared

I felt like I was improving and then suddenly again I had thoughts about everything around me I got really scared that I was imagining things and questioning if they were actually happening and when I had that thought I got really warm and couldn’t focus and thinking I was going crazy.... I just don’t know what to do... I’m afraid I’ll end up in a mental hospital forever and that I’ll never be myself again.  I’m exhausted 

I'm the same way....in fact it's happe ing to me the same thing right now as im typing....its the worst feeling in the works....you feel like a zombie ....living mindless coz your mind can't think straight...

Well I guess we're all a bunch of nuts or something tremendous is really happening. That is how I feel. You are not alone and don't be scared. Maybe focus on breathing, though I can't say this always helps. Love to you..

Hiya Jess. Not getting on great at the moment then?! Sorry to hear that. What week are you on now? 

I would really recommend beta blockers to get you through this rough patch. They worked well for me. Xx

I’m sorry to hear you are feeling the same, I wish there was an easier way to deal with it. It’s exhausting

Not really, I have better moments but still a lot of bad. I’m on week 7! Almost 8 feeling hopeless at the moment. 

I’m having to wait to go back to the doctors so I’m just trying to keep it together 

You could try distracting yourself so that you're focusing on something else other than what you're feeling. 

Have you tried doing some cardio??

I try but when I finally get into whatever I’m doing I freak out because I don’t feel like myself suddenly so I panic

Yes! Helps for a bit 

Do yoga and meditation it will help to cure