Constant migraines, i cant sleep or eat, im nausous from anxeity. But yet im calm. And so clear at the sametime. And it seems no one cares... im so full of hate and loathing that im numb to everyone. Even to myself. I cant feel pain anymore.. i cut into my arm the other day and i did it deep and slowly..yet i felt no pain. What is happening to me?? I dont know where to go for help. How to tell them.. i cant stand people. I have to dig im my arm to keep my thoughts from going to the negative to people i dont even know..am i crazy?? Do i need to be arrested can anyone help me with advise on what i should do?
Im so angry that i cant feel any more im numb to the world. I find myself staring at the walls for a
That's sounds awful Billy. If you can't get in to see your doctor straight away I would say go to Emergency at your nearest hospital and get assessed properly. Remember we have to reach rock bottom before it gets better...
The hardest part is the feeling of being a lone and having no one to help you. I would be seen ASAP and insist that they help you out or get you on a med that will even out your thoughts. I feel your pain I feel alone in my struggle as well.
Hi Billy. Yes see if you can be seen by professionals right away. Is there a positive source in your life you can tap into? Do you like to draw, take pictures, hike, read? Try to find places to the surround yourself with good energy. You DO have good things within you to share and other people will enjoy. Be kind to yourself. Get help soon.