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progressively this has come to be.
i was nervous of having something and messed with every little imperfection i found and am thinking i myself caused this.
it started with what looked like little cuts and 1 chancre looking thing but i messed with everything trying to make it go away and got some vaginal cream to help make it go away and i feel like it might be making it worse ..
i experienced absolutely no pain before things appeared. honestly i still have no pain except for when pee hits it occasionally not every time and when i wipe i feel it but i cant say its the worst pain ive ever experienced.
i do have a swollen, tender lymph node in my groin and some itching mainly at night time when i apply the cream but other than that, thats it.
i can go all day without feeling them its just me thinking about them because i know they are there. i go to class and can sit with no pain and i can go to practice and workout and completely forget about them with no pain..
i’ve ruled out chlamydia and gonorrhea.