IM TIRED OF ANXIETY CANT LIVE AN NORMAL LIFE ALWAYS FEARING IM GONNA DIE

EVERYDAY I ALWAYS THINK IM GONNA DIE DUE TO ANXIETY AND ITS TIRESOME EVERY SECOND I CHECK MY HEART TO SEE IF ITS BEATING BECAUSE I THINK IT IS GONNA STOP AND IM SCARED TO DIE I DONT WANT TO DIE AT A YOUNG AGE , I CANT EVEN SLEEP WITHOUT ANY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ON MY MIND AND IT INTERFERS W MY SCHOOL WORK. SOMEBODY PLEASE GIVE ME ADVICE OR HELP ME PLEASEE SOMEBODY I DONT WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE THROUGH THIS IM ONLY 15 I WANT TO GO BACK TO MY NORMAL LIFE .

Hi Amir, take a deep breath youre not going to die.
Have you spoken with your parents about your anxiety?
Have you had a situation with your heart heath that has made you feel this way?