Does any one else, ever feel really bad for enjoying something? You know like your not meant or allowed to have any kinda fun or connection with anyone.
Almost in tears when this happens ya know I don't get it I'm not guilty of anything other than giving the brain a chance to not think how Isabella failed everything through sheer stubbornness
Isn't that always the way you should never under estimate how someone will treat you harder when you have them the rope to hang you with I guess ppl as a rule of thumb are cold calculated and so selfish I can't wait for the world to become truely compassionate to treat others how they want to be treated
It's a fight depression that's exactly what it is you against your own mind it sees you how it likes a failure,pathetic,and worthless you doubt yourself constantly I've even started to read traits of different types I've admitted plotting against those that hurt me in the ultimate revenge plot not to hurt them physically but how to break them their lifestyles when's enough enough? When's enough hurt done? It is definitely a fight and I'm convinced I'm losing my fight!
superfluous you're stronger than you think. You encouraged me the other day and now I'm encouraging you. I know exactly how you feel. I feel that I don't deserve happiness because I've been sad for so long. We are some the strongest people on earth.
Thanks went out for a walk ya know to clear my head I just think it's the tiredness and the fact that satday Sunday are a mystery to what I'll do ya know mon-fri I work so it takes my mind off stuff weekends are hard because there's nothing to do but ponder on things if that makes sense
Try out meditation, a good environtment, happy places and super supportive friends that will help you realize how to fight depression and keeps you up to track. Having some activies that will you forgot things that makes you depress like meditation, social lyfe and many more.