I found a really good friend but I'm so afraid she'll find another friend she likes better. Sounds crazy but everyone I seem to get attached to seems to find someone they like better. I've been searching for a best friend for years. I enjoy this persons company so much and we are so much alike it's unreal. She's a wonderful caring person just like me. I just feel like everyone always leaves. I have found a really good person but I try to enjoy it but I'm always afraid and I always put all my eggs in one basket. Anyone out there that feels the same. Maybe I need counseling. Everyone always tells me what a great person I am, but stay then. I can't let go and just enjoy I have to worry
It does sound like counseling may be a good idea.
You're putting all your happiness and attentionon one person and some people generally may not know what to do with that. You may not realise it but you could be projecting that dependancy on your friend.
I'm insecure too, and I find it hard to form/keep new friendships as I feel they are just being nice and will get bored of me eventually. I have trust issues but the problem I've found over the years isn't with them. It's me...if I don't believe in myself, believe that I'm worth spending time with and why would anyone else? Be kinder to yourself and others will see this too