today I had a thought that I'm not scared if I die. I've not had thoughts of taking my life - only for a second. but I'm not worried. It's strange it came from no where. people would not miss me, I'm not scared!!! It feels calming.
I have them thoughts often so dont worry you are not alone yeah its funny you dont feel scared to die and feel no one will notice strange when thoughts get confused with reality
My thoughts are not confused with reality.
by saying and doing what you have just done your thoughts are confused and i even get like that ,i have been like that for a few days then i think why am i thinking like that and get back to reality ,sometimes it is so hard believe me but i do it as the only other option is down and we all knows whats happens then