Hi these 4 months have been rough for me. i had to stay away from my friend ,not talking to him only waving. the teacher told me and i took this hard ,i cired about 30 mins and could't stop crying. then i had throughts i just wanted to die and not live anymore. i was on zoloft at the time and it did not help with this and the doctor up it and it worked for a little bit and the dcotor then change it to effctor. which is the worst medication i told in my life! but my friend does still wave to me when i wave to him and he sometiems waves first. but i can no longer deal with the pain anymore. i just want to cry. Like today at work my boss did not need me today i felt dissapointed. i wanted to cry. And today i felt like my friend was trying tyo avoid me ,but he did wave without reallying lookm at me. i just feeling like crying. i am thinking about asking my doctor again but cymabalta. is cymbalta worth it ?
I am not deal with this pain anymore
You really need to see your doctor again and ask his advice. Be honest with him/her. You will get through the pain with help and I wish you all the best for your future.
Patxxx
Hi I probaly will but he said he thinks the treatment is fine but this effect is completly crap. i am getting worse. what would happen if i just stop taking the pill?
Hi buddy,
I remember you posting about this originally and felt so sad for you at the time. It's a difficult situation but I thought the distance between you and your friend was only supposed to last for 1 month - why are your teachers and counsellor continuing this restriction? Have they given you any explanation? It sounds very cruel if they have not. You are 20 years old if I remember rightly - could you write your friend a letter and ask for a reply so that you can understand how they feel about you? The emotional separation is obviously causing you a lot of distress and until the situation is resolved for you, I'm not sure how medication is going to bring you peace and relief. I think your friend still wants to be your friend so don't give up on the friendship or take things too personally. Take care and don't give up :-)
Hi the teacher did let me write him a letter saying sorry to my friend and he was very pleased with the letter. i don;t know want is going on