Is my urtheral meatus swollen?

I've been having a hard time emptying my bladder completely for almost 2 years now. I've ready been tested for STI and came back negative, I ready been treated for UTI but the problem is still there. Today I noticed that when I urinate it comes out twisted and the urethral meatus is very small compared to other photos I've seen online. I just want your opinion if it's anything or just my aniexty.

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it looks like normal mate.. don’t worry so much.