Is this a herpes sore?

i had a swollen vagina after extremely rough sex, it was so rough this guy made me feel like he was attacking my vagina. he usually does this because that is how he likes it. the swelling lasted about 4 -5 days and went down but we had sex again on day 3 when the swelling was mostly down and while we were having sex i felt ripped on my vagina , there were so many rips it hurt so much to wipe or pee or anything. there was nothing on the inside of my vagina but on the outside it was ripping, during the sex he would try to put it in fast but then it would rip … so days go by and it started to heal but now i see these little small cuts on my vagina ,

i was diagnosed with hsv2 when i was younger sadly but i learned to cope with it and tbh i am coping but im almost there to being okay with it but like idk im confused because i know how sores look they usually hurt alot and dont look like this but idkkkk