Hello everyone
I guess it'd be best to start at the beginning when everything went downhill for me.
I'm a 19 year old male and I use to be a smoker until the beginning of this year when I quit cold turkey. I did so because I had a frightening smokers cough and became worried about lung cancer. As the cough continued I became more and more anxious and stressed, I was worried that I had major health issues and I was dying but in just 2 weeks my cough settled and went away but was replaced by a even worst symptom... Chest pain. This was very scary as i would try to google symptoms (still do daily) to figure out what was causing this just like I did with my cough. And I did get answers.. Heart attacks and the big one was angina or heart disease which I can tell anyone all about it now because I googled it so much. The chest pain was persistent and came day after day (still does) multiple times. It doesbt matter what I'm doing, walking, sitting around, standing you name it.
I went to my Dr and he at first thought it was acid reflux but its not because I only have the chest pain symptom. So when I started getting arm pain I was really scared of CAD (heart disease).
With the arms it started in my fingers, a painful burn that's felt on the inside.. Its kinda like a tightness. Then it appeared in my arms and now I feel it a lot in my left arm. But my Dr has confirmed it isn't a heart problem, he gave me a few tests, blood checks and told me its anxiety and now I need to see a psychiatrist. But I'm still convinced its my heart.
See the thing is anxiety has always been apart of my life, I suffer terrible social anxiety which makes me overly shy and anxious in social situations. The physical symptom I get from SA is sweaty palms and ever since I've been scared of heart problems my palms have been sweaty which doesn't help but I never have experienced pain like this before.
Everyday is a living hell for me now, I wake up and I know I'm going to feel pressure in my left arm or chest and I know I'm going to check my pulse and feel my heart beating normally as it should. I cry because I can't escape this awful nightmare of constant pain.
I guess in summary I'd like to know if this does sound like anxiety or health anxiety and not a heart issue. It'd be a massive relief if someone out there goes through or went through the same thing I am and can at least share their story with me.
I should mention that the pain I feel does not radiate or has a central point. It just appears randomly in different places in my arm (mostly left) hands, fingers and chest. It feels like a dullish ache or tight pressure, not very painful just a sudden ache like someone poking one or two fingers hard into skin.
Thankyou all for reading and please if you can tell me anything that would be highly appreciated