Is this depression?

Mental health
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Hello. Ive been dealing with alot of stress, irritability,

anxiety, boredom and its all making me depressed. I have two young children and a fiancee that I am pushing away and pulling back in and driving nuts. I rely on him nowadays for my happiness. I love my children and they of course give my life meaning and bring me joy, its just whatever is going on with me makes me tired and on edge. My fiancee is such a calming presence and for the most part knows what he wants and he just calms my nerves. The problem is that Im constantly thinking he wants something different and that he will leave me....Im just going through alot and trying to be happy and not go insane is getting hard.

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Hi there, sounds like you are going through a tough time and struggling at the moment. The stress you are feeling, inevitably is accompanied by negative thoughts. I sense from your post that you partner cares deeply for you. You have the evidence right in front of you! He is with you so what does that tell you? Have you thought about having a chat with your doctor? It could mean the difference between feeling how you feel or feeling better xxx