Is this herpes?

Uploading file...hey guys can anyone tell me what this looks like to you? herpes? I’ve recently been raped and he didn’t use protection I got tested and everything came back negative. I made an appointment to get it looked at but because of covid it won’t be for another 2 weeks. At first I thought it was an ingrown hair it now hurts when I pee i’m freaking out can anyone help me? I touched it for the first time and it feels like nothing is that normal? imageimageimageimage