My ex of 14 yrs was a disgusting serial cheater & also had coldsores on his mouth. Ive been songle since our breakup (3yrs) . No sex at all in that time . These lumps have been on my coochie for over a yr they dont itch , hurt ect. Nor have they gone away Also as you can see , Im a white woman but now as of about a yr ago my vagina is dark red WHAT IS WRONG W MEIM SO DAMN INSECURE NOW ABOUT THE WAY MY VAGINA LOOKS , I WONT EVEN ATTEMPT TO EVEN FIND LOVE OR EVEN SEX EVER AGAIN HE RUINED ME AND MY VAG MEH . WHY AM I SO RED? WHAT ARE THESE PERM BUMPS? im nervous to go to the dr even bc of how it looks down there HELP ME PLZ THANKS IN ADVANCE 
These look like genital warts - hpv