So, Im sure I will find out tomorrow if I Have herpes or not. of course, i would love for the results to say no. but in reality and caught in denial, theres a chance it could say positive.
I dont know why, but im okay if it says positive. Ive realized that most people have it, either 1 or 2. and the condition is harmless. I think that the part thats bugging me out is that I have to tell my partner(S) in the future that I have this and blah blah blah. other than that, its really no big deal. in my eyes i see it as “well, this is a way to eliminate the ones that just want a piece of me and cant accept me as a whole” of course I went thru the “will i find love” phase. but after talking to a guy friend, he said "if someone really loves you, it wont matter. again, most of us on this planet will come into contact with this annoying skin condition. But its not the end or the world. The ironic thing about this whole scary transition is how this is the one thing in my life that im not negitive about. I Wonder how others will view me. But there are far more worst things that could happen to me. to any of us.
very sell said, and everything you sais is absolutely true, i was diagnosed in 2007 and have lived with it ever since, as long as you manage it and look after your self, healthy eating, exercise, plenty of rest and good sleep patterns, it shouldn’t really bother you too much, key is not to be stressed, this can bring on symptoms. i know its easier said than done in this life… but you learn to find what works for you. the partners thing is annoying yes, but its supprising how being honest goes along way, and big respect for it, i initially caught it from a female partner that didnt tell me she had an outbreak and being naive i thought it was just a shaving rash or ingorown hair. changed my life for sure, but just deal with it and onwards and upwards.
good luck with your results and either way you will be more than fine.
good luck with the results