Hi,
I am 22yrs old I have a 8 month old daughter. I am a new mommy. I never experienced PPD. But now I want to say by the end of April going into May i started having anxiety attacks every day and night like to the point I would jump up run back and forth panicking tryna breathe and calm myself down. It gotten so bad to the point that I would wait until 6am to fall asleep and as soon as I woke up that morning I would wake having an anxiety/panic attack. Now when the month of May hit I started to lose myself meaning I started to feel disconnected from my body. I would feel like nothing is real and I would also have thoughts about dying. My brain would roam and half of the time I wouldnt even know what it is thinking. I get pains through my head, I sometime feel as if I am seeing things but not really, my mind makes me believe that certain parts of my body hurts, I sometimes feel like my body wants to just give up and not move. But I’m strong and I am going to keep fighting through it. Has anyone else been through this? I am still going through it today and its getting worser.