Im the girl that no one sees
They Just don't know the real me
I miss the girl I used to be
They only see the highs, don't see the lows
I'm just a girl that nobody knows
Was a time when I was happy when life was great
But now I'm just sad and lonely and full of self hate
Wasn't ready for this life, wasn't ready to grow
I'm just a girl that nobody knows
Have family and friends but i don't belong
They're all happy, they're all strong
I'm the weak link, I'm just not the same
I'm Just a pawn in lifes cruel game
My true feelings I wish I could show
But I'm just the girl that nobody knows!
Hello Dondons,
"My true feelings I wish I could show
But I'm just the girl that nobody knows!"
Why is it that no one knows the true you ?What prevents you from showing the real you ?is it because you are simply shy,or do you feel just so unable to be the real you .
I would imagine from your posting that you are deep inside that lovely person with a beautiful interior,only you know what has happened to change you from what you once were ,to how you see yourself now ,always there is someone here willing to listen and to reply ,if you ever wish to post out your feelings .
You posting of the lovely worded poem is beautiful, ,and such beautiful words can only come from someone as beautiful as the words they speak/post.
Take Care
millyimp1322
Because nobody listens or believes, either way they don't know or don't care!
Thank you you're really kind xx
Dear Dondons3,
Thank you for your reply,but what I said I do mean ,there has to be someone so beautiful within you ,otherwise you would never have been able to post those words.
If you are the auther of the words,then that proves a point,but even if you are not the auther,and you have simply copied them,then that too proves the point .
Someone who did not have that inner beauty would not even read the words let alone post them.
Please do try and look deep within yourself.find that beautiful little inner child who lives within you she is so beautifl Dondons,she is simply waiting for you to hold her close to you and love her and hug her ,give her all the love you have deep within you ,both she and you need to feel this ,you deserve it ,please keep posting as long as you wish to
Take Care
millyimp1322
xx
Agh god.
Couldn't agree with this post more.
I can't say I know exactly how you feel because I don't know your background or what you've been through, but I know I have very similar feelings to you.
It's tough when people can't/won't see what pain you are feeling.
It's tough having to mask your feelings or feel that you should.
It's like sometimes for me, it'd be easier if I had a physical symptom I could show people to help them understand the sheer torment going on in my head.
You are very good at writing, I realise my posts haven't been as eloquent as this one but I do the same as you with the writing, I do think it helps ( I have a file on my laptop with feelings like this, too scared to share!).
I think you are very brave.
Keep on keeping on.
Lots of love and best wishes xx
Thank you for your kind words, yes I wrote it but it's just words xxx
Dear Audrey,
Just read your posting ,please do post some of your witings ,going off what you say I feel they are good enought tp post ,so to please me and others in here sort some out and POST POST please I look forward to reading through them
Take Care millyimp1322
xx
Brave or stupid? Not sure there's much of a difference, it's just words that rhyme it's how I express myself, keep myself sane...ish! Writing poems is just something I do, it's silly but helps a little only way I really know how to express myself xxx
Just words?
They are lovely words.
Words about a sad time but nonetheless very well written!
You should be proud that you have that gift, not a lot of people do.
I feel like I'm talking to myself lol. I mean that in a nice way!
Whenever I show my psychologist things I've written they praise the writing, the act itself not just the words you put down on the page, and I'm like "yeah ok... ".
But seeing it from another perspective, from another person writing them and not myself, I get it.
It's cathartic, it's helpful to others (well it has been for me, nice to know I'm not alone in my feelings!) and it's so brave to share.
Go you! xxx
Agh!
I might one day when I'm brave enough!
Thank you for being so kind xx
I write when I'm really struggling im sure your writing is really good, I just write and it rhymes no gift involved anyone can make words rhyme xx
Ok my only shared one as of yet was one written at a very painful time when both my grandparents had died...
Not my best work! And a bit more spiritual/religious then usual I think just maybe at times of bereavement people feel more this way? I dunno!
In those darkest hours
In the bleak of night
You are with me,
You are my sight.
In those weary mornings
When light is still to come
You are with me
You are my sun
In the blissful lightness
Of a cloudless day
You are with me
And by my side you'll stay
Together we are fearless
Together we are tall
And in those nights and days and morns,
Our love survives it all.
Soulmates are forever
A union never broke
And we sealed this promise
With the vows we spoke
We set off into our future
A bond that's cast in stone
And you and I will be together
In all our days to come
Xx
this is for you Audrey and for you too DONdons 3
Oh Dear one you are only one of my beautiful children ,
But you must remember I love you all,
Each and everyone of you ,
Hold that special place within my heart,
Never ever lose sight of that,
I hold you close to me,
Each and everyone of my children,
No one receives more than the other,
All receive all my love ,
For I am with you always,
I never leave your side,
You are never alone,
Even at times you believe you are ,
Please place your trust in me .
Amen
Dear Audrey ,
You oght to be very proud ,your posting is so beautiful,it is a prayer I would say, I would very much like you to post it in my Prayer group.
If that is ok with you ,go to the general section look for the prayer group aand post it in there for me please
xx
Dondons would you too post you beautiful words in my prayer group for me ,..go to general section ,then scroll down to the prayer group and post in there for me please
xx
Tried praying, doesn't help sorry xx
Can't find the group anyway xx
Sorry don't mean to sound rude xx