Hey Partridge,
Welcome to the Club! Rough it may be or may not, no one can say as everyone is an individual. One thing on your road to recovery is that you have accepted help, you have found this site and I recommend you stick with this "sticking plaster for the brain".
Hopefully you have a Doc that understands this medication and is supportive throughout. You will soon know if your Doc does or not by the advice you will find here. I suggest you listen to katecogs as a guide to all other advice. She definitely knows what she is talking about. I am fortunate that my Doc is all clued up on Cita, though as after all they are General Practitioners, not all are. So, be wary of any "stop" "start" advice as you need to get through the side effects without having to deal with withdrawal too soon.
The side effects are many and varied, but this is not to say you will experience them all or to what intensity you will either. Amongst most of the usual I also suffered a little health paranoia which my Doc reassured me about by giving me a full male health check up, including ECG.
I could wittle on about side effects (SE), but who knows you may imagine some that aren't there! The important thing is you are here, you are not alone and if you have a partner or someone close it is a good idea that they also get involved as it will help them appreciate, possibly understand what you are going through. I have an Ann and it certainly has helped her understand and in turn to help me.
Most advice here is safe and some, although a llittle wacky do no harm, just cost in time and money - only noticeable if it is a waste of either.
Vitamins D3 and B6 are a good help with the serotonin levels throughout and of course no one can tell you how long you will be on the road to recovery. Exercise is good, duh! we know this, but worth reminding ourselves although Cita does cause hightened anxiety, whether you have it or not (to be able to treat it), panic attacks may also occur so you may not wish to go out for a while or where there are too many people. This is nothing to worry about, just one of the SE you may or may not suffer. Darn, I said I wouldn't wittle on about SE!
DO NOT FORGET TO TAKE YOUR MEDS!
We take Cita at different times of the day as a change can be beneficial to the individual, most of us have changed to another time of day to suit, as opposed to first thing in the morn. You will decide which time is best as you progress. If you forget to take at the usual time, take as soon as you remember. Once Cita is in your system (basically from day one) you must not just stop taking them or man you'll have withdrawl worse than the SE on the way up!
I have been here 9 months, due to work related stress, and levelled out on 40mg. Not everyone goes this high. What has been the biggest part of my own help in my own recovery is that I have put that which made me ill far behind me now. I have stopped smoking, nearly a year, and become a veggie, a welcome challenge as I love to cook. My alcohol consumption has dropped to just a few bottles of ale at the weekend, well after all, "everything in moderation, even moderation itself!"
I recently tried to reduce, but my timing was wrong and the amount I dropped was by 10mg every other night when I realise it should have been 5mg (ie 40mg one night 35mg (adjusted) the next on a trial basis for a fortnight) with Family visiting and then having dental problems that needed hospital treatment it all went Pete Tong. Withdrawal hit me and it has taken roughly two months to "grab the oars and get back in control again"
Yep, it can be a rough old ride, but you are not alone!
Keep visiting daily, keep reading and keep posting no matter how insignificant your question may be. Maybe you just want a chat then so be it as this is where you need to be.
Good luck, stick with it and you'll eventually get use to what Cita brings and look forward to a full recovery, with or without her.
Best Regards,
David