thankyou to those that have put up with me lately either via comments or private messages. my fear stemmed from snorting drugs with friends ( stupidly ) and reading the constant medical advice pages on google stating a high risk for blood transmisson. i had people messaging me who have taken drugs them selves reasurring me and had a few people (two people imperticular ) who really helped to calm me without judgement .my anxiety got the better of me today and i rang a help line , the professional stated that unless i seen blood on the note ( which contradicts the medical website stating it can be invisible droplets ) that the risk is essentially zero. his professional opinion was to not worry . he said test if i want but ill be fine which i guess is more than his jobs worth to advise that if he believed i was in trouble . i feel so much better and will move on with my life but i really do appreciate this community and the openess that comes with it. if anyone is in a situation that they feel no one is there to help then just know i am there for you like other were for me x
Never trust Dr Google 