Lexapro/larazapam question!

Hey everyone so going through huge weight changes which was 566 to 498 in a month so I've been going through alot. Which I then seen a doctor and put me on 10mg of Lexapro and 2mg of larazapam. Well it took things for worst I started devolping horrible harm thoughts and stuff . So I got off it it's been 12 days off Lexapro which I was on for 7 and 6 days off lorazepam. Never use to have these thoughts all the time growing up as they come once in awhile now . I can almost go all day without thoughts and then all the sudden I get a thought and my mood drops and then goes back up. I know my body is going through alot and as usual I'm worry wort prob because I never use to have these thoughts. My nutritionist says that this will all change once you become eating all the proper nutrition and excersise and vitamins . Anyone else had similar experience and also I guess loosing a ton of weight and dropping blood sugar from 15 to 5 and blood pressure medication body is going through alot lol. I'm deffintley imporving but could it takes longer then usual for my body to empty these drugs

those are very dangerous drugs......beware.

Wow thanks for all the info ! And also yea Mike that's why I came off them asap

I just can't wait to change the way my body is and thinks ! Thank God for support to

Things will get better!

Mike my heart is out to ya man thoughs are the kind of comments that litterly keep people going ! Thanks