I had my first outbreak in June of 2014 I was highly sexually active the girl I was with and never used protection however she never had an outbreak and never tested positive for the virus but I'm still 100% sure that I contracted it from her I cried every single day for about a week straight because I felt no one would ever love me but her and that my life would crash of me and her ever broke up so after 2 years of being together we broke up and I became hifhly depressed because so felt no one would ever love me again while I have HSV2 however I ended up gettin into a relationship with my girl bestfriend who I had been friends with since 2011 I told her my dark secret and although it surprised her that I had the virus she still stayed with me and had sex with me a few times and we used a condom but she ended up braking up with me after about 2 weeks because she felt she didn't have herself together and she isn't happy with herself and doesn't want to bring me down with her by staying in a relationship with me however we are still best friends but deep down inside I love her much more than that and I fear that if me and her doesn't work out in the future I won't find another girl who would love me for me because it was so hard for me to tell her about it I almost cried while telling her it is really hard living with the virus I just want to be happy and know that my sex life can still be great and one day I could have healthy children and be happily married 😞
Hey! Sometimes I feel the same like there is no hope but I'm trying my best to cope and you should too. Btw do you know if your last gf is positive?
Thanks a lot for a good word I really am trying my best to be positive about it & as far as I know she isn't positive