hi...so i have been struggling with loneliness a lot. its been over a year and a half since i have heard some real appreciation.i am a man so i just cant vent it out like heyyyyy, i need some love,i need someone to understand me.feels really pathetic.doesnt it? and today is also my birthday so "yayyyy" :p... i just feel like i am always gona be like this...and this s**t makes me so scared sometimes that i even doubt if i am going to succeed. and it gets bad because slowly i am seemingly losing my words.i just dont say anything at all and i just wana be more and more quiet. my blood pressure shoots up easily.i am not as much calm as i was before. idk...i just dont know...i feel lost.
Hi hassan - Happy Birthday. It is not manly to suppress your feelings and play a role defined by the ignorant past. It's irresponsible. Suppressed feelings lead to illness and issues that are never acknowledged and so they fester, sometimes resulting in explosive reactions which in turn are used to claim men are violent and/or dangerous. This is a human condition that is not limited to one sex. It's hard to break that isolation, but the first step is always the most difficult. Have you any hobbies? If so, there will some group or another that you can join where you have similar interests creating a path to friendship and additional social activities.