I have had 4 years of hell with my Housing Association Landlord.
2 descriminative nieghbors that have openly told me they hate me and want me dead, one went as far to say I am sick and all those people that come into my flat leave sick, because that what people like me do.
3 Assaults in 2 years , countless false and vindictive complaints from these 2 woman neighbors , which lead to my Landlord taking every allegations seriously , yet when I called the Police for harassment I have since learned that My landlord had been colluding each time these multiple and baseless complaints the Landlord then passed them onto the Safer nieghborhood Team behind my back without informing me that these complaints were arriving to them and giving me no chance for defending myself.
There has been a complete breakdown between myself and the H/Association due to the bitter impact every departemnt has had on me , from repairs to the ASB team there to mannagement and Senior Management failing to ever actually resolve any issue which lead to more complaints.
Over 400 in total over a 3 year period.
The failures of the Landlord really counted up and as my neigbors had said to me back before Christmas 2012 they all hated me, the landlord hates me and has spies out watching me(thye certainly did -it was the very people i am suppose to look up to with authority and to do their job right (the Police force) now I truly understand why whenever I asked the Police to attend my property because of another harassing incident by one of these two vile neigbors , the Police were already assured it was me that was the problem .Due to the Landlord Shephrads Bush Housing working along side the 2 neigbors, and the Police.
When it came to last August 2nd and we found extensive mold covering an entire wall not seen as it was hidden behind built in robes in my one bedroom it was evident that i was not going to be provided with any kind of service.
It took these idiots 234 days to fully restore my bedroom to what it should of taken less than one month.
The mold had travelled through a bedroom large rug and gone right up into the framework of my bed and all my bedding.
Multiple letters from my HIV clinic, the same amount from my GP and ahagin from my Local MP did nothing .
They would not find me temporary housing while they knew I had been diagnosed with Emphyasema of the lungs in March of 2014.
I eneded up in severe distress and having severe fits of anxiety requiring huge amounts of medical care.
The mental health are useless and refused me a key or social worker 3 times.
I sold some items of furniture and flew out in a whel chair to australia to get some comfort and suppport from my family all out there.
At 49kgs having lost 8 kgs in weight due to the stress Just before leaving the worse was to happen yet in October.
The neigbor made a very serious new accustation about me and was at my flat door harassing me (all on voice recording ) thanks to my quick thinking , she was someone I had avoided at all cost.
She and I both phoned the Police, but that was something that now clearly displays wickedn and law breaking Police can act out upon innocent people while they are bombarded with secret allegations and lies.
I was arrested on the spot for theft and harassment.
The neigbor decided to have an italian female come and stay in her flat (lodger ? I dont know) instead of allowing this italian woman to have all her post sent to her own flat it was all sent to my addrss, but on this occassion it wasa huge 55kg package, I could not carry for health reasons.
TNT delivered it I signed for it half not there as I was sleeping on diazipam when tnt arrived.
When this neigbor then appeared at my door she accussed me of stealing her parcel (it wsnt even in her name) but she claimed 3 times on the recording actually my other name is Maria .
But i had already been back on the phone to TNT couriers and the item was in the process of being returned to TNT.
Instead the POlice entered my home unlawfully, they then told me i was under arrest for theft and harassment.
I fell backwards hitting my head on the corner of the wall and then went into a fit.
Anxiety at its extreme.
While fitting and screamin loudely and with an open infected wound on my left wrist one violet thig of a cop held me down while the other placed handcuffs on me which caused severe pain while having a fit.
I was screaming the house down layed out shaking violently.
I asked several times for an ambulace to be called.
That was ignored
I was told I did not have anxiety, this is because I am now with the knowledge and facts that again the neigbor had informed the Landlord I was szchistophenic , the landlord had told the police this so all believed this was true and I was dangerous to the public and Police.
I was held like a wonuded animal still screaming while held in custody a cell with Police protection for 5 more hours while they kept promising a doctor would come multiple times it never happened.
I had no medical attention and was picked up by my best live in freind and personal carer and went directly to C+W hospital .
November arrived and I had stopped all of my HIV combo meds, I now had accute anxiety issues, I had daily depression, I was enormously isolated even while there are many charities to turn to THT, Gallop. Stonewall< Riverside Org, Pace and so many others.
My health was rpidly deteriating , i felt I was truly now being killed off from any one i turned too.
I flew to australia, I was taken into hospital on 3 seperate ocassions to have treatemnt for multiple issues.
But i had to return becuase it was in October while still living in real hell with mold no bed , or bedding sleeping on my kitchen floor, the letter arrived fromShephards Bush Housing to inform me that they were jnow seekienf eviction of me from my home.
The court case was May 12 , of course we lost the case.
There was no chance of the case to be heardfrom 2 side when we can only rely on the multiple restrictions of the legal aid solicitor who has to work to a certain budget.
I returned for the court case 8/9 kg better in weight .
That was mid febuary, the hospital and the care and dignity i recieved from my family was helping me for sure
I cam back to fight to save our home.
But now with just days to go until the first court proceedings will take place around the 18th June where the Baliffs will deliever the Section 21 documents to demand we leave the property.
I have continued to keep in contact with now over 21 different 3rd parties.
And I can assure you everyone has all the advice in the world but the reality is what makes me really hurt insider and what makes me continue to lose all hope and even care about dying now
There is no support, nothing when it comes to finding a roof over my head and the best freind in the world to me who has been theer for me at every point of crisis and ill health.
I truly believe without a roof over both of our heads, I will be dead within weeks and my carer will fail his final exams that he has been attending college for 3 years (earning no income what soever) he will fail due to living out on the street too and not being able to walk into a home and study to make sure he passes and can go onto the motor mechanic Career he has worked so hard for.
I live with HIV - T$ count is under 150 now
Viral Load around 500,000.
I have Lypheadema of the scrotom and groin irts incredibly painfull and flares up every 4-6 weeks requiring a hopsital stay .
I have Hep c.
And Emyseme of the lungs.
I have anxiety and depression today.
And ashma as well.
Will i survive on the street.
Its quite clear i will not
I am not valued by society, the torries tell us they are building new homes to give everyone that is a hard working person the right to buy thier own home.
How discriminative can that statement be , how about giving everyone the right to buy thier own home , working or on disability, but if you are not working and living on tax payers money you are a no body , you have no value tosociety and no one wants to help.
As for Human Rights and the Equality Act if you HIV or with an Aids related illness , you are alone and isolated and left to fight until you have no more energy and no breath left in your body.
There is not a great amount to look forward too.
I am searching the private sector, but instead of telling any landlord I am sick I will need to use the majority of my DLA and ESA to pay both our rent which can only be a twin room anyway on my income.
This is the sad reality of what the UK has become.
This is crushing and yes i have days where I just want to die , but i have seen 28 years of HIV and Aids, I have seen all the dead and dying I ever need to see in 10 lifetimes.
I lost my loving patrner who was my inspiration and soul mate 15 years ago.
But i am still here
maybe I am made to fight
I just wish there was the practical help we both really need out there for us today.
To take away this deepest ,darkest of burdening I live with.
Hugs
PJ